Life.

Is crazy.
Blah. So much has been going on with me. I was carrying twins and miscarried them. It was such a heartbreak but I try to keep my head up and know that everything happens for a reason. God never puts more on you than you can handle and I think that I am going to be okay, eventually. I have the best people in my life right now. Nicholas, Geej, and Austin mean the world to me. They are my best friends, they are always here for me. They keep me going, and they try to keep me as sane as possible. My mom is the most amazing person that I know. It is a privilege to be her daughter. I try and keep her proud of me. I am kind of starting over. Nick is the cutest, silliest, sweetest boyfriend I could ask for and I am so happy that we got to work things out between us instead of letting it slip away like we did once before. I am so blessed that I am not tied to the shitty people that I once was and that I can finally move on from that wasted chapter of my life.
In ten years, I'll have a Medical Degree with an amazing career and they'll still be living off of their parents and working for 11 dollars an hour. Some lifestyle. Not to mention that no one will know or care who the fuck they are, but me... I'm going to be someone that no one can forget.